14.5.08

trash here

noe wut? i wont gossip anymore.

hell.

i hate frenship. mine i mean. during the worst it kills me. i hide it. the feeling. u guys wont understand. during the best? i mean happy? i was never truly happy.

throwing a bucket of water at me when im cold. thanks. i'll drink it. and hell yeah. im a mf-in rude bloody bleedin person.

wat? cant stand it? go away.

solitary is the best.

i can smile by myself.

but u'll then see me at tanjong rambutan.

hell. keeping quiet. i will.

shut up, andre.

you just found ur meaning of life and yet betrayed suddenly, and now ure ftzing?

fuck off. go study.

will you just shut up, andre?

bye. it was never flawless. my friendships were never perfect. guess what? dont come close to me. i'll kill u. with my rudeness. so bloody f*** off!!

how more pesky can i be?

i was happy. cuz it was goin to be add maths, and maths, and bio, and chem, and physics, i enjoy them, and hell was over-sejarah.well i was hyper,

but thanks. now i wont keep it to myself.

i'll just say if i dont like u. open. dont like me?

walk away. just do it. nike. walk away. kelly clarkson. keep bleedin. leona lewis. wish. kaoru amane. how i wish to just become immortal. IMMORTAL. like a bakemono or sth.can i be a true exorcist like in d gray man? or can i just become un-die-able like in new amsterdam?

f***ing off,
kazjun

p/s:elise,does it hurt more being hurt by him or ur best frens?

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