31.10.08

Bubbly tired.0ooO0oo0.

Well I accidentally read Lik Wei's long long tag and HAPPENED to have ample free time, so...

THE SELF
[01] Name: Andre Tan Hong Shu
[02] Nickname: Andre, Kazjun, Add Maths freak, Galfren, Dre
[03] Married: Yeah right...
[04] Zodiac Sign: Aries
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 16 going to 17 in December.
[07] High School: Form 1-4 MES, Form 5 Sri KL
[08] University: Not so fast man..
[09] Height: 160 something..shorty
[10] Weight: 70 something kg, super fat. Biasalah =D
[11] Do you like yourself: Depends on my mood.
[12] Piercings: NO WAY. Its UNCOOL.
[13] Right or left: Right but I wanna be both..Maybe I’d find time to train.
[14] Are you a freak: Guess so.. Check out my nick.
[15] Hair: Black. I thinked of dyeing it to white D= haha
[16] Skin: Fair, hairy-which annoys me, kinda.
[17] Allergic: DUST!! Fur. People talking loudly like in pasar.
[18] What are you doing now: ?
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Whatever I favour.
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Whatever.

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents.
[22] Siblings(included you): Tiga.
[23] Eldest: Ore ga.
[24] Youngest: Fatty.
[25] Love/hate your family: Depends on my mood=P

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Well………………………………dunno.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: Uh…..
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Secret, duh.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: One-way only.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Secretly.
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yeah, it’s kinda like a joke.
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No chance.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: I wish I had the chance.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: These questions are making me desperate.
[35] You with your other half since: Not yet k?
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Dunno, might be both, frankly speaking I love puppies more than human, or rabbits, I could be a zoophiliac. Muhahaha.
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Uh, enough of it.
[38] You and your other half in which stage: Haiyo, dah cakap tak de lo.
[39] You woo-ed her/him or he/she woo you: dunno.
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: I’d call that a fantasy, thank you.

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: Lik Pin, I guess. EJ and Shen are cousins, so not considered XD Kinda antisocial huh?
[42] Your first enemy: Too many enemies, too busy to remember.
[43] The friend you love the most: My rabbit.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): Dunno.
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Physically, none. Character then, all are beautiful lar. Mostly d=
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: Physically, dunno. Character, I would go for…uh, all lar….
[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most: Fakers. Intolerant. LOUD. Immoral. Ungrateful.
[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most: Same as above.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Well,…
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Like?
[51] If your friend backstab you: It’s normal. I don’t give a damn.
[52] If your friend betray you: They wouldn’t dare.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: Thank him for approving of my taste =D
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Uh…..
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I’m emo but not so sesat yet. He’s the last choice. I’d fall in love with my rabbit first. =D

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Maybe. They say so but I don’t think so.
[57] You always finish your homeworks/assignments: Depends.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Mr Chia, Mr Lee, Mrs Koh, Puan Rosila, Mr Stephen.
[59] Always late to school/college: Neva, unless emergency.
[60] Your class: I would write a storybook out of this class. 5 B 4 life =D
[61] You love your seniors: When I was in form 1-3 lar..Like my cousin Amelia, then there’s the greatest head prefects-Elangor, Vivasvan. Then others like Esther, Kheng Hoe, Haw Ping, Sian Loong, Wan Xin, they allll rocked =D
[62] Senior who you love the most: Amelia =D I still look up to you now tho ure in Aussie now =D
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Better than good, “we’re like a dysfunctional family” said Anisha.
[64] Excellent result classmate: Watashi, Azim, EJ……….
[65] Laziest classmate: CMD, Charles.

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: Save the world while living to their most extents.
[67] Stupid people: Baka and still wanna act smart.
[68] Good looking people: I need to look, and analyse =D
[69] Ugly people: People with despicable personalities.[70] Funny people: Great humour. I take all kinds of them =D
[71] Cute people: Like someone, that can make you head over heels for them.
[72] Bad people: Stupid and ugly.
[73] Honest people: Yeah right…they’re extinct kay?
[74] Acting people: Cannot fake through my eyes, I have vulture eyes =D
[75] You are what kind of people: Macam-macam ada. Hehe.

THE PREFER
[76] Lips or eyes: Both. Lips with just the right size-kissable, eyes just nice to fit.
[77] Hugs or kisses: Together ;P
[78] Shorter or taller: Depends.
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Mix of both.
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
[81] Listener or talker: A mix of both.
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic.
[83] Good wife or Good mother: Both is best.


THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: I dunno if I can. I aim, uh, 25.
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 3 to 5.
[86] Career: Engineer, I hope.
[87] Salary: Anything.
[88] Retirement age: Neva. I work for the world.
[89] Properties value: Anything.
[90] Wishes: That all my wishes come true. OOooI’m so bad =D

28.10.08

Nobody's Home!!

I have a habit of reading before hitting the hay, that is, having a bedside storybook.
From Norwegian Wood, to Kafka on the Shore, to A Wild Sheep Chase.

Now, guess what? It has become the Form 5 Sejarah textbook.
Well, at least AT LEAST I read a few pages from it before my mind went blank last night.
And I went drawing all night. Wouldnt want to miss the creative time.

FYI, by creative time I meant around 2200 hours. Surveys show that MOST humans are found most creative at this time and the worst time is around 1600 hours.

So, uh, my drawings are still not ready for posting yet, so stay tuned.
Don't worry, it won't take long since I can't concentrate on Sejarah. I suck, man.

So lost..I JUST WANNA JAM AFTER SPM!!!!!!~
Well maybe not.. I'm just having difficulty squeezing out my creativity.
GOT STUCK after only 4 boxes of manga.
T.T

Aight now now. I still have to study WHEN THE MOOD COMES =D
Brief enough.

kazjun '08

18.10.08

grad


Tagmania.

Soundtrack: Silence of my heart
Mood: Empty

OK guys I'm doing a three in one post so it's gonna get a bit messy..

TAG 1:
(Tagged by Lik Wei)

RULES:
- Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.
- Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.
- Tag 5 people.

Ore wa, DECEMBER desu:
Loyal and generous.
Sexy.(no comment =D)
Patriotic. (nice one.)
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Loves to socialize. (with certain exceptions tho)
Loves praises. (duh)
Loves attention. (duh!)
Loves to be loved. (like, DUH!) (...)
Honest and trustworthy. (compare to next point)
Not pretending.
Short tempered.
Changing personality.

Not egotistic.
Takes high pride in oneself. dunno.
Hates restrictions. sometimes.
Loves to joke.
Good sense of humor. ^^;;





JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.



MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.



APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.



MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.



JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.



JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.



AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.



SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.



OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.



NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.



DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.



I tag:
~Likpin
~Amy
~Elise
~EJ
~Erica
TAG 2:
(Tagged by many people, and it's kinda...yknow...stupid)
1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instructions with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

Well it did say unedited so, its horizontal lor.

I tag: EJ, Elise, Amy, who else? everyone else had done it XD

Post 3:

I see that no one had updated bout last night, graduation.. guess all are crying now.

It was fabulous, and to be continued in next post. Pictures, y'know how they suck in blogger text edittor..

To all my frens, thanks 4 the nite.=D

13.10.08

福音を広める - Spreading the Gospel

Soundtrack:My Wish_Rascal Flatts & Collide_Howie Day
Mood:Forwarded+Motivated+Light=.=?

Heyall! Back again with a euphoric mood. =D Friday's graduation day man. Hoping to get in for performance^^
Something great happened today,hehe. Well I managed to share my stuff of the previous art exhibition which i took part in last month to my friends. And i told them of the next exhibition, which will be held next year, and this time it's gonna be nationwide =D


Well, surprisingly, Seh Sen, who has never had obvious liking of drawing, wanted to join it, great news. I was truly happy. Not just him, but even EJ and Seek Sean drew along as Chern Shyen and I guide Seh Sen thru his "arduous" work of first portrait drawing this year =D
It turned out really great although he has only finished halfway.
As I said, I was truly happy, cuz having to share the joy of drawing has been my wish. I hope more Malaysians get to know, like and love art. It is actually a very powerful thing/activity/hobby/stuff/whatever-you-call-them.

I am going to exhibit some works of my created characters in my new style- under deeeeeep liking of Persona 4 gameplay.



LOVE P4=D


Maybe I'm posting them here after I finish them.. Still halfway =D

So everyone in Malaysia, let's embrace the joy of drawing!!
绚·和哉 '08

9.10.08

今はどうですか?

Soundtrack: What About Now _ Chris Daughtry
Mood: Nervous

Tomorrow's it now. The audition for Graduation Dinner (next friday).
Lucky no piano, if not I have to frown over making a choice of solo-ing or not.
Well, I guess that leaves audition for singing What About Now by us- Anisha, Amy, Chua and I.

Anisha's playing the guitar cuz there's no piano and that leaves another worry gone. =D
Now I just have to concentrate on chilling, chill chill CHILLL...... gggggggggggg..... damn nervous weh...and sing it with full emotions !!

What about now, what about today, what if ure making me all that i was meant to be...

Great.. Its making me more nervous.

Man, let's change the topic. Hmm..well I guess no harm reporting on my trial results =D
Happy to get improvement in certain subjects as well as sad to hear imperfection from some...

Let's just start of with my sorrow first =D
1. Imperfections from Maths:
:::::99% again. Mistake in probability stuff. Screwmyselfforthat!!!!!!!!!:::::::::

2. SUPER DUPER IMPERFECTION from Add Maths:
:::::From 98% last time >>97%!!!!!!!! fuck.:::::
:::::DAMN F**KIN MISTAKE 1>> 22 divide by -11 = -1~ stupid fuckshit
:::::^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^2>> 2 radian = 180/pi ~super stupid, missing 2
:::::^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^3>> volume generated by curve only>>i did whole area..+_+

3. Biology paper 1: 30 something only. way lousy than last time. I thought I did my best T.T

4. BM: 68%......I DID MY BEST!!!!!!!! Or at least it seemed so.

OK now on to good stuffs:

1. Sejarah: 61% great!!!! first time got B without coursework =D Guess my hard work paid of QUITE well... =D

2. MORAL: I can't believe I got 63%!!!! I thought it'd be another big fat F...Xo>>thanks a lot to my cuz bro- Shen =D Thanks a lot !!

3. Chemistry: Slight improvement d= from 80 sth>>91% =D
>>>though some mistakes were pretty stupid.esp:paper one....
>>>only question wrong: find oxidation number for oxygen in S2O3(2-), and fuck, i did +2 cuz din read properly...

Physics damn blur, so I din care much...


So, I guess that's the gist of it.
Well. WHAT ABOUT NOW ~~~~~

ponder

I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge.
That myth is more potent than history.
That dreams are more powerful than facts.
That hope always triumphs over experience.
That laughter is the only cure for grief.
And I believe that love is stronger than death.
-Robert Fulghum

The opposite of love is not hate,
it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness,
it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy,
it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death,
it's indifference.
-Elie Wiesel

All men and women are born, live suffer and die;
what distinguishes us one from another is our dreams, whether they be dreams about worldly or unworldly things, and what we do to make them come about...
We do not choose to be born.
We do not choose our parents.
We do not choose our historical epoch, the country of our birth, or the immediate circumstances of our upbringing.

We do not, most of us, choose to die;
nor do we choose the time and conditions of our death.
But within this realm of choicelessness, we do choose how we live.
-Joseph Epstein


Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.
-Ayn Rand

Smile at each other, smile at your wife, smile at your husband, smile at your children, smile at each other -- it doesn't matter who it is -- and that will help you to grow up in greater love for each other.
-Mother Teresa


Dream as if you'll live forever...live as if you'll die today.
-James Dean