18.5.08

bitter-not-sweet scent of karma @ mis-taken

decided to write something bout this after reading elise's blog.

fyi not, there's been a serious earthquake in szechuan, china lately.
'why us?' the victims ask.
what do i ask? nothing. how filthy am i. some people out there too.
they dont care.

to be specific, they dont wish to know. because its so devastating.

we fill ourselves with grieve and sympathy and fear. by knowing the truth.

fear.

nobody wanted it to happen.
it just......happened.
nothing could stop it.

because it was our Mother who was causing it.

avoidance was not implemented but though it was, it wont be the solution for every time.

so many people died.

duh. did i need to say that? maybe i just need reassurance. so many people died..and what did i do to help?can i save them all? that would be selfish and selfless at the same time and impossible.-helpless-

why?

why in the bleedin hell?

we always say 'enjoy'. then something happen. then we question. then we grief. then we let go. going back to 'enjoy'. we forget. perhaps i shouldve changed the we to i.

reviewing back into our pasts..our race's pasts.
did we hurt Mother Gaia so badly?
not much people are aware.
not much people are repenting.
not much people mourn for her.

perhaps this is time, its karma.

but.

it was definitely the wrong guy. "you've got the wrong guy" i want to say it to whoever caused this.
so many children died.
did they do wrong?

why dont those that pollute die?

welcome to earth, the unfair world.

making it fair? who doesnt want?

i want it. totally.

i musnt lose hope.

but i just did.

repair me.
onegai.

off to the musics,
kazjun

dishonestly by kazjun 0.0000000000000000001 secs after 6:04 PM

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