3.5.08

ambiguity of my life


guess u guys know what this is huh? yeap the periodic table..hehe some place to start my yapping.im very interested in chemistry,i mean the pure chemistry thing..not the 'kemistery' devised by our goood govt..to be honest..it sucks..letting us know the least, ya know the feeling of knowing something but not knowing the truth of it or whole of it?

well lets cut the crap..

chemistry is just like our world.there are so many different kinds of people.just as many as there are so many elements and compunds present in our eccentric world..there is always ambiguity-nothing is definite in this world,almost.hehe.
i just lost my inspiration of blogging bout this topic..probably from the stress of my lousy internet connection but well what can i do bout it? acceptance is the only way, why stress? wait for the correct time to tackle the problem.=)

i feel great.growing up to being an adult is great.knowing more.realising.though it is stressful its worth it to embrace the process.

iijanai ka koron datte? mada okiakareba dainkara. koronda tsuide ni sorao miagereba, aoizora ga kyomo kagirinaku hirokata hohoendeiru. atashiwa ikiterunda.
isnt it okay to fall down? just stand up again. at the same time of falling, look at the sky, today's blue sky is also smiling without borders. i'm alive. =)


well so far today is the fastest recovery from emo-ing for me this year. i hope to improve to be a more optimistic and cheerful person so that i can be 100% camwhorer lol=)

i hope to complete further research done currently ASAP so that i can do more things such as improving my vocab for my novel..perhaps i can start writing, since so much inspiration is flowing in.no waiting! hehe..but at least wait till during exams la..now do preparation 1st then exam relax..my style =P

i'm ok.i always will.

把手放在胸口上,能感觉心跳‘怦怦’的声音,好高兴啊,我还活着。

妈妈,在我心中有着一直相信我的妈妈存在,今后也请你多多关照了。总是让您担心,对不起了。

不会再说想要回到那一天,我要认同现在的自己活下去。

虽然也会被无心的目光所刺伤,也明白了同样有温柔的目光。

signing off,

kazjun.08

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