5.5.08

β.δ.γ.

URGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!STRESSSSSSSSSSss......................................

not from exam but, urgh...why can i frown over sth so simple?pls tell me wat to do....im so unhappy but happy in beta but....
urghh i want better teachers!!! and better class...its just too much...

demanding, thats me.hate this situation. so frus to make decisions..its not that the class has prob, but i just cant cope with it!!
esp chemistry, yes chemistry..to be honest, now i want pn nasiwah back.
and physics, urghhh i cant believe im saying this but i want the the annyoing sarcasm king back..
then bm,now new teacher agin..dunno why they all hate cik teo so much..she's the best bm teacher ever!! i can see improvement in my bm lar..i noe u all got tuition lar (some of them) but...urgh..
then english...cant you stop giving papers, pn d***? its hard compiling it ya? i hate it..consumes so much time!! waste of time..
then bio, omg this is the worst..annoying brats..(some lar...not my frens)pn zawiyah is a good teach, no one realises it. she's dedicated yet some spoiled brats always interupt her teaching then all that...urghh...emo.....she planted the interest in bio in me..she tries her best always and yet there are spoiled brats to ruin it.sorry but its too much..
but,from the first day to beta till now,there's still sense of familarity, frens there..
how can i betray them?
urghhh....
izit my fault?
urghhh...
i made little frens but its just too hard for me to betray..
my frens:
-ej:best of the best fren n cuz..i think he'll be mad at me for decades if i decide to change class..=D
-s.sean:best dai lou..straightforward..protective bro=)
-c.wei:best fren..a lil funny..straightforward..friendly..he'll hit me if i tell him i wanna change..=P
-s.sen:best joker in class..concerning..extrovert..but he'll be the happiest person if i change class..cuz i made him a non-top-10..gg <=)
-sam:quiet but funny..hehe^^
-amy:best blog fren..funny..caring..good english=) oh yea and CAMWHORER like me
-elise:best blog fren..best class monitor..CAMWHORER=P
-w.chua:best msn fren..funny!..best red house fren..great runner^^
-z.zung:best drawing fren..quiet but good at chinese^^
-c.shyen:best drawing fren..everyones fren!..mizugami--watergod..he drinks more than 4 bottles a day @school!!
-benny:best msn fren..he's the best^^lol he recomended 2 films that changed my thinking and life..thx benny!! @.@
how shud i face them??urghh and then..more urghhhhhhhhhs.....
anyone? help?-echoes-....
i'm desperate..

sorry wrong pic XD

tasukete..


signing off,

kazjun

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