24.3.08

trOugH of ThA y3aR

andre wants to be addressed as kazuya today..kazu is currently VERY *down*..sour*..
kazu feels blue today:< fire of creativity is NOT burning..kazu did not realise such a crush could kill almost all of himself..desperate~BlAnk and 3Mptin3Ss fills his heart..kazu is currently very full of regrets and remorse..by calculation, the current combination fulfills the title TROUGH OF THE YEAR..kazu has an advice for frens..desperation may appear a good source of inspiration, but it may also as an inhibitant for creativity..kazu is very lonely now..bcuz no one can understand him and he doesnt want ppl to do so..he is very EMO now. kazu cannot concentrate now on anything else. he is VERY WEAK now..he is letting his foolish emotion to take over his logic mind. he is also blended with jealousy, hatred, long-supressed emotions, cowardice, fear,and of course, worried-ness..kazu feels he should cry to relieve the problems, but luckily his rational says that it is so totally irrational dude..kazu thinks he is very weak. he wants to commit suicide but there is too much pulling him from so. kazu is afraid of death. kazu wants a true friend to trust and share secrets and all of them. kazu wants a talking pet to fulfill such demand. kazu is very tired of these emotions and ready to let them out anytime. kazu feels that it is stupid to frown over these silly emotions and stop reaching for his dreams, but he did not expect to be so totally ultimately overwhelmed by these emos. kazu needs a break from everything. he wants to sign off now.zzzzzzz.

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I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge.
That myth is more potent than history.
That dreams are more powerful than facts.
That hope always triumphs over experience.
That laughter is the only cure for grief.
And I believe that love is stronger than death.
-Robert Fulghum

The opposite of love is not hate,
it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness,
it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy,
it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death,
it's indifference.
-Elie Wiesel

All men and women are born, live suffer and die;
what distinguishes us one from another is our dreams, whether they be dreams about worldly or unworldly things, and what we do to make them come about...
We do not choose to be born.
We do not choose our parents.
We do not choose our historical epoch, the country of our birth, or the immediate circumstances of our upbringing.

We do not, most of us, choose to die;
nor do we choose the time and conditions of our death.
But within this realm of choicelessness, we do choose how we live.
-Joseph Epstein


Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.
-Ayn Rand

Smile at each other, smile at your wife, smile at your husband, smile at your children, smile at each other -- it doesn't matter who it is -- and that will help you to grow up in greater love for each other.
-Mother Teresa


Dream as if you'll live forever...live as if you'll die today.
-James Dean