20.3.08

intense crush much?

Ever had a crush on a certain someone? well fyi, I had..and now I am very down because of certain something happened..well its not like I had confessed or wut cuz I noe very clearly THIS is NOT the age for me to do so..lurve life are for adults and I might not wanna let it affect my life. BUT it is the nature of adolesents to start having interest in a certain someone..that certain something happened not long ago, and now I have the largest ‘down’ of the year. In fact it started since that happened till now..well its NOT that the certain someone had rejected me or wut cuz I din even confess..in fact we dont noe each other..tho I noe about that person..a lil bit..am I being stupid? I am indeed being fooled around by my own emotions..thats why I cannot ever be a calm person..thats one more thing I’ve just learned bout meself that is, I am emo. This is not my first time having a crush,but it is the first time so deep. Those who have been thru this will understand me lar..when the person done something that may seem harmless or wutever-I-dunno-how-to-explain, well it may hurt the secret admirer-in this case its me..haha..never thought I’d have to go thru this lurve thing..so foolish..in fact I’m only listenin to ‘bleeding love’by leona lewis now..it may a lil bit explain my condition..lol in fact music has always been the best remedy to my emo soul..XD..and please don’t guess who it is..whoever knowing me..onegai..perhaps this is the true inspiration for me to WANT to write a novel,lik..hahazz..and now I am TOTALLY down..i cant do maths..when I think I only think bout that person..i cant draw..cuz when I draw I’ll probably draw the certain someone and FAIL usually..and then I cant play piano suddenly cuz my hand hurts..my skills decreases dramatically..cuz of my emos..well maybe a nap will heal ma soul too..gotta pull myself together and move on..now I’m thinking of ‘tattoo’ by jordin sparks..perhaps that person is a tattoo in my book eh, lik? Get ready cuz I definitely write something ECCENTRIC and unique..and that is not a guarantee..i just have the feeling already^^ ‘brand new days’=P

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I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge.
That myth is more potent than history.
That dreams are more powerful than facts.
That hope always triumphs over experience.
That laughter is the only cure for grief.
And I believe that love is stronger than death.
-Robert Fulghum

The opposite of love is not hate,
it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness,
it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy,
it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death,
it's indifference.
-Elie Wiesel

All men and women are born, live suffer and die;
what distinguishes us one from another is our dreams, whether they be dreams about worldly or unworldly things, and what we do to make them come about...
We do not choose to be born.
We do not choose our parents.
We do not choose our historical epoch, the country of our birth, or the immediate circumstances of our upbringing.

We do not, most of us, choose to die;
nor do we choose the time and conditions of our death.
But within this realm of choicelessness, we do choose how we live.
-Joseph Epstein


Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours.
-Ayn Rand

Smile at each other, smile at your wife, smile at your husband, smile at your children, smile at each other -- it doesn't matter who it is -- and that will help you to grow up in greater love for each other.
-Mother Teresa


Dream as if you'll live forever...live as if you'll die today.
-James Dean