10.4.08

way of the beta-bytes

once again music has saved me refraining from breaking down due to overload of emotions..this time i was tuning my playlist into cheerful, soothing and those make-you-get-psyched-up songs..it worked at least to make me desist from really crying cuz i used to when overload of emotions happen..especially when it is like many emotions blended together..well i still think sometimes its good to let it all out. this music thingy method is like neutralisation to me lmao..

well today was the big day and i learnt a whole bunch of things,unexpectedly.i have learnt "THE WAY OF THE BETA-BYTES"(well sposed i would address them as betarians but i prefer beta-bytes..lol)today the mood was totally different except my part that is. everyone is so pumped up except of course the murderer of our drama-shantan.there was yet a sense of relieve in my heart and unfortunately this relieve+emo thing is new to me..perhaps this is what they call 'feedback'..of my brain..(this is also an interesting topic id like to blog about l8r)

okay where was i? rite. way of betarians. it is what seh sen calls--'belakang kira'..well we did the best we could and i am bleeding proud of yall man..lol it was full of drama woekin with u guys and i sure enjoy it..well lets tell the truth i dont enjoy it but i sure enjoy helping=P

okay now i know this is a very messy post..so unorgainsed..perhaps im not fully recovered from my emotions..well lets just post some pics for fun's sake lol...




well this is something random..lol

well, thats a bit...self conscious??

phantom of the opera??-during stayback practice

last minute practice

drama team..yeah =D


whoa, lookin good man=P


thats all ya..ciao for now

signin off, kazu

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