25.9.08

edge of trials, edge of 5 beta life

Music: humming sound from computer
Mood: jumbled up

Owh, its odd, now I feel so down. I had always wanted to blog my inspirations but my timing aren't just right.

~"We are normal, because we know that we are not normal,"~

Norwegian Wood

Whew, just some info update, today was physics, and it is the first time that I find it harder than devastating biology. Possible reasons are:

1-Couldn't concentrate-private emotional problem. (But I am proud to say I did not emo.)
2-Couldn't concentrate-Slept late reading Norwegian Wood
3-Couldn't concentrate-There was this screeching sound in the hall--shaddup lah!
4-Couldn't concentrate-Kept thinking about ...
5-Couldn't concentrate-Its cold in there...
6-Couldn't concentrate-Brain's been acting weird lately
7-Couldn't concentrate-Sprained foot hurts.
8-Couldn't concentrate-Kept thinking about ...
9-I'm stuck in the midst of life.

Reading seems to be the only way to let me calm down now. Argh.

Btw, its a great book. Norwegian Wood. Despite the open-ness bout free sex, its GREAT.
I got addicted.

Haih, I just need to train my timing. Or jot down my thinking anytime.
I feel like crying a second time now. Just need to release. Mungkin perlukan pencetus aje.
I'll be OK.

Its gonna be the holidays, and after that, I think many people would skip school.
Will you still be there?
Well I'm sure to go to school everyday now. I don't want to lose the last days in 5beta. In sri kl. In high school. As an adolscent.

All hail my life. I worship beauty of mother earth.
Jya, sayounara-

dishonestly by kazjun 0.0000000000000000001 secs after 9:09 PM

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